Thoughts

Ahh..plenty of thoughts on my mind. So yeah..I've been thinking. I'm trying and have in the past, be very open-minded and non judgemental of others. Especially in the circumstances I'm in now, I want to be able to have respect for everyone, even if they may not be my most favorite person. There is one person, and I've been having what I think is an internal struggle in accepting/tolerating him sometimes. There may be characteristics that irk me, such as being somewhat pretentious and full of himself, and disregarding any valid point I feel I may make in a debate. Then, the other day during the benefit relief concert, he did seem nice, and offered to pay my ticket because the stupid ATM was out of money. I mean seriously, ATM with no more money left in it? That thing should always be stocked at a certain level. Anyways, there are characteristics of this kid that not only I, but other people are a bit fed up on, even though they talk about it amongst themselves. I hate all that back talking.

Ahh! Enough of that. Sometimes, when I feel like I'm trying to be a good, genuine person in not talking of others, keeping an open mind, staying tactful and keeping my mouth shut of any trash talking, I feel like there's something building up inside of me. Ugh, I hate it and I want it to just go away. I guess this is what this baby is for.

There may have been some more things I might've wanted to get off of my chest, but I'm tires and it's getting somewhat late, so I'm going to go to bed after my post-midnight snack.