summer is boring

Ok, so as I look to peruse the internet of interesting and thought-provoking reading material, I find myself feeling so vapid and worthless as to what some of these freaking college scholars write. I mean, ugh. So smart, so in-depth, so not me. A simple attempt to cure summer boredom ultimately questions my own intellectual capabilities and lowers my self esteem. The things that some of these people write. Ahh..I wish I could write and think like that.

So...summer has been very dum-de-dum and essentially BORING. I am already the proud owner of 2 xangas, a livejournal, and now this. I think I'm doing this to occupy myself for the time being until the constant hustle and bustle of college comes back into play next semester. This week I've been keeping busy somewhat. Cleaning my room every other day since clutter and mess magically re-appear in between that one day interval. Oh, this Tuesday I played pool and went to the mall with Nikhil, so that killed some time and encouraged some social interaction on my part. The game of pool. Now if only I could find some more colleages intrigued enough to partake in a friendy game with me.

Wow, I think I sound like such a pessimistic, but I think it's only because of my current mood and monotous surroundings.