So..I decided to give this baby an update. Classes in swing, school, going out, same same. One thing I do realized is that I find myself more alone nowadays this school year. Last year with the open door policy in our freshman dorms and there were people usually around often. This year, it's more quiet, which isn't a bad thing by any means, but it means that I can't run to a nearby neighbor or a friend living next door just to talk or ask about something. I don't even know who some of the people living down the hall from us are. Oh well, it's not such a big deal.
Today I studied a good chunk in the library, and then just bummed in the dorm when I got back. I'm lazy, but at the same time, I'm sort of not. So someone I knew from high school imed me, and it was great talking to him after a long time. Only thing is, I think he needs to see someone. I mean, well, you should just meet him yourself to see what I'm talking about. Very nice individual though.
Oh, and last night, Nik called me, and then Viet got on the phone telling me to go out at 1 AM in the morning. Pshh. Sometimes I claim of how "I have no friends" : ( . I guess I do but our timings are bad and some of them are nuts.
See how boring my life is? It's alright though, because this week is full and busy of practices and audtions. I might not go to some though, even though I listed them on my little calender planner. I just need to do something! With the classes I have and how I scheduled them, there is no excuse for me to be able to do awesome academically and balance some dance/music/something anything activity that I'd like and be passionate about!
I almost forgot today was September 11. I was going to go to the Candlelight Vigil thing they were having, but then I left the dorm right at 9:30 and they were already gathered there in a small ellipse, and I didn't want to bother them. So I just kind went back up. Gosh, this whole entry has just been about me and I feel a little bad. The one thing that I thought about was my former cross-country couch. There was some important meet on that day that year that he was amping up because it was a decently competitive team that we had a chance at beating. I remember him saying how he wanted this one to go to his twin brother who died that day. Then the whole September 11 deal happened, the same day of the anniversay of his twin brother's death, and the meet was obviously cancelled. I forget if we ever did beat that team, but that just crossed my mind.
I should go to bed because I stupidly scheduled morning classes on different campuses where I have to take 2 buses. Bleh. Oh, and I met a new person in my health psych class! I hope that doesn't sound loserish if that's a word. Maybe I just need to meet new people or something.
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