Depresses again. What else is new?

It doesn't matter what association I've felt. I can't live up to other people's expecations. I don't meet. I don't compare. Things I've planned don't have desired results..and not that that is such a bad thing because sometimes things don't go the way you plan, but I put effort into something that ends up taxing on myself. It's not worth it anymore.

Oh my goodness I'm so mad. I just typed an entry and accidently hit a button that deleted most of my entry right now and what's left is my previous paragraph. See how things aren't going my way already? I should just end everything here.